Quantum Physic – The Way
Well, I am writing this after my come back gig. I’ll make some notes about how I feel. The last 5 years has been a very confusing journey but not unhappy one. I struggled with responsibilities to my family and responsibilities to myself. I came to conclusion that there are no separation between those two. I always had a notion that if I live the way I desire, I would not be able to provide for my family or vice-versa. I realized that very thinking making situation impossible to do both and it was unhappy place to be.
Then this terrible economic meltdown force me to re-think everything. This was a valuable lesson for me. In long view, it’s priceless. I traced my poor man thinking all the way back to my childhood. It was my mother. And then it was my father. They had different struggles but it was basically the same thinking pattern that I have. I look back and see how we lived…we could have lived lot better life if our thoughts were little different.
Also I was told many so called “NORM WAY” of living by teachers and others and I always knew that was not the way I want to live. I constantly felt being out cast and I didn’t know how not to…I have no intention of re-live those days again. I choose a simple way to change my thinking pattern. When ever I feel happy, that’s the direction I turn without any worry or hesitations. And enjoy happy part of it rather than fear. It lead me to re-start my band. I am sure that I will be resuming painting in no time. I am working on 3 different songs spontaneously. Most of it all, I feel happy! My thoughts determent the out come. It is Quantum Physics after all.
I am not religious man at all. But some science has been close enough for me to believe that impossible is possible.
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